Facade

It seemed like the perfect paradise,
I kept running towards it,ceaselessly,
and surprisingly,it did not go farther away,
but kept coming closer,and closer,
and I,kept getting slower and more passionless,
with every passing moment,which,
for a change,seemed to move faster than me.
I cringed,because I was disgusted,
at my own stupidity,the stupor,
that makes me abscond with a new facade,
even after I get deceived by the quondam lover,
one after the other,every single time.